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Reflections On A Pencil

85 Approaches. 5 days.

Use simple Math and that will equate to 17 approaches per day. Given perfect circumstances and execution, all together with common sense statistics and you will have 17 new numbers per day. Given a 10% value ratio, you will have around 2 quality women per day. 5 days multiplied by 2 women equate to 10. A harem of beautiful women.

The above explanation is stupid. It's a very delusional explanation of social dynamics results.

I did not reach the 200 mark, but it doesn't matter now that I look back.

After 85 approaches and 5 days of constant sarging, I have indeed learned much, but it seems shallow. There is something missing. Something BIG is missing and it's not just getting laid.

To quote Charm, I've become an approach monster. Take note, that's not an absolutely good thing. I've talked to a lot of people in the community about this. Nash, Charm, Verneshot, Troy... The guys pulling results, and they all give me one common idea. It isn't all about sarging. It can only get you so far.

If it's not sarging then what is it? What is the path to mastery?

I think that what Troy and Nash told me holds true. I am too into this. I need to slow down and think as if the game never existed.

Don't get me wrong. Those 5 days have been gold. I've had fun and now I'm working on 4 women. 2 8's and 2 9's. 3 of those 4 come from the project I just pulled off. I had a blast just talking to random people and now, I am happier with my network.

But do you get the idea? It seems as if it can only get you so far.

Maximum effort. Minimum results.

Jeez, it's not even all about the statistics. Pick-up seems to be and should be more than just this. The line that I am trying to explain is very vague and hard to explain.

One thing will stand, though. As much as I loved doing Project Recordbreaker, perhaps I will not pull it off so easily again. I don't think I will immerse myself into a frenzy of constant sarging lest good justifications stand.

Charm's right too. I need to work on myself first before my skillset. The basics. My personality, my life, my mind, my friends.

Man, I think I'm starting to get it as I write right now. It's like trying to pick up a pencil. How do you pick one up? You obviously just pick it up with your own nature, with whatever way you usually do. It's a stupid question. But...

WHAT IF someone published a book on picking up a pencil. What if you got into this stuff and you'd have all these techniques just to get a pencil in your hands. You'd do some scissor forms, a hyper dynamic thumb revolution move, a 7 second split middle and index finger function. You'd have all these complicated techniques just to pick up a pencil.

Now doesn't that sound stupid?

You'd read through these techniques and practice them over and over again! Everyone's into it so much and you're all analyzing these techniques. 85 times you practiced those moves, you picked it up sometimes, but you failed too once in a while.

Tell me something. Wasn't that the stupidest thing ever?

Why in the world didn't you just pick it up and started writing?

Remembering Triad, the wise counsel of some of my closest friends here and looking back at what I've experienced, I feel absolutely the same way. I think I overdid it. This 'revolution' in the game, as introduced and reiterated by Troy, does not hold in absolutes, though. There are always things to remember. Get the pencil, hold it tight and write with finesse.

Don't get me wrong. I am in no position to judge how people run their game. Most of you who are reading this are better than me and you know that. If Mystery Method works for you, I have total respect in that. If SS gets the girl for you, then I am happy for you. To each is his own and I am just an 18 year old kid who has never fucked, aspiring to become better in this. I only have my thoughts to share.

I've come to notice that I need to work on my life first. This summer, I plan on doing just that. I want to take up some form of martial arts, I want to write random things, take pictures with my friends and watch a movie with them. I want to feel the very essence of why we live and sarging just has something missing to it. I will still go out, of course, but I'm starting to see the path. A vague path. Slowly but surely.

SEEING MORE OF THE LIGHT
By NASH

It has been a crazy week; and all I can say is “life is effing good…” It has been a while since I actually posted a report and there’s a lot on the pending list; LRs, FR++ and ORs are piling up. To those guys I hang out with -you know how I roll. I just got lazy posting coz I’m at the stage of my game where I don’t find my value and validation in my LRs. Yah I know most guys would go “WTF” but then look at this; when you go out and you go “I did this and I did that the other night” and you find yourself not being able to replicate your pass success you go “WTF HAPPENED; My GAME is a zero… I’m such a loser.”

I’ve been chatting with Troy, Vern and some of the top guys in the community. People I respect like Drei, Sai, Raki and Charm have always been there. These past few days I’ve been telling these guys about sex worthiness –or at least shared a little about it. Here are my thoughts.

Have you ever wondered how naturals get laid so easily? It’s because “WOMEN WANT TO HAVE SEX WITH THEM” Yah you’re reading it correctly. WOMEN want to have sex and they like sex more than we do. It’s just that they choose who to have sex with. If you’re a sex worthy guy they basically fix the logistics for you. And again you’re eyes aren’t deceiving you they do fix the logistics. Currently I’ve been experimenting on becoming a sex-worthy guy and here are some of the stuffs that I’ve learned in the process.

MICRO REPORT (DECEMBER 1, 2007)
NASH: Hey you, I don’t have a light… can you give me a light…
HBPETIT: Here… (Hangs on the lighter didn’t want to give it to me…)
NASH: WTF… This was my lighter yesterday… (FLIRTY)
HBPETIT: Duh it’s my first time here… why don’t you join our table…
NASH: Sure…

Then eventually we ended exchanging numbers; and she wrote her number on my arm. The next day she was calling me on my mobile so that we can chill somewhere in Makati . Current situation; She’s still inviting me out hoping that I would give some of my precious time to her.

Later that same evening I met another set ended up being the party and number closed her –Dang 2 of my Ex-MLTRs where there watching. The next day she texted me “My Parents left me home alone again –Wanna go here?” and last night we just couldn’t help it but we almost did it in the taxi.

I don’t know why but the same evening I ended up in Decades’ met this girl and she just wanted to take me home.

MICRO REPORT DECEMBER 4, 2007
I was with Vern and Gab, introduced them to some of my friends at meatshop. As usual we ended being the party. Somehow I landed on a blind date in Makati, but the cut the story short these girls invited us out to go to their condo next week. (GIRL FIXING THE LOGISTICS AGAIN???)

SEX WORTHINESS
If you guys are wondering why I won’t write a detailed report; simple –coz there weren’t any gimmicks, tricks and lines I used. I wasn’t thinking of A1, C3 and S3. I was just naturally fun and sexual.

Sex worthiness comes from within. It starts from you. It is a mindset that sets you apart from most PUAs. You know you’ve got game and nothing can change that. Being sex-worthy means that you don’t think of escalating –You just escalate. You don’t think of “Should I make out with her?” “Is this the right time?” “Was that an IOI?” a sex worthy guy just does it. The moment you ask yourself these questions –is the moment you should be doing it. My mindset is easy “HOT GIRL –GET HOT GIRL.” I don’t think of what other people say about me –I JUST DO IT.

If you’ve been LJBFed before you know how much that sucks. We all know why it happens –Failing in kino escalation. A sex worthy guy kino escalate from the start, he rewards good behavior with good kino. He has his non-verbals and verbal skill and he knows when the time is right.

WHEN IS THE RIGHT TIMING? –the correct frame.
A sex-worthy guy knows that “ITS ALWAYS THE TIME” he doesn’t think. He doesn’t fear. FEAR is an acronym for “FALSE EVIDENCE that APPEARS to be REAL.” When you go out, go out for YOU. Don’t look for validation in Picking up girls. Validation should come from who you think you are and what you do. If a girl turns you down –who gives a fuck? develop a “IF ITS NOT A CLOSE –I DON’T WANT IT ATTITUDE” this is what Vern calls “LAY TO LIVE” Attitude. Don’t get stagnated with the delusional Idea of gaming one girl all night hoping that a miracle would happen –coz it won’t.

Make things happen for you. Be Creative, creativity is what cuts the good from the absolute best. Be the Party –coz life is. Be happy with who you are. BE COMFORTABLE in your own skin, BE CONFIDENT and have CONTROL.

MY GAME IS A PERFECT 10… OUR GAME IS A PERFECT 10…