Reflections On A Pencil

85 Approaches. 5 days.

Use simple Math and that will equate to 17 approaches per day. Given perfect circumstances and execution, all together with common sense statistics and you will have 17 new numbers per day. Given a 10% value ratio, you will have around 2 quality women per day. 5 days multiplied by 2 women equate to 10. A harem of beautiful women.

The above explanation is stupid. It's a very delusional explanation of social dynamics results.

I did not reach the 200 mark, but it doesn't matter now that I look back.

After 85 approaches and 5 days of constant sarging, I have indeed learned much, but it seems shallow. There is something missing. Something BIG is missing and it's not just getting laid.

To quote Charm, I've become an approach monster. Take note, that's not an absolutely good thing. I've talked to a lot of people in the community about this. Nash, Charm, Verneshot, Troy... The guys pulling results, and they all give me one common idea. It isn't all about sarging. It can only get you so far.

If it's not sarging then what is it? What is the path to mastery?

I think that what Troy and Nash told me holds true. I am too into this. I need to slow down and think as if the game never existed.

Don't get me wrong. Those 5 days have been gold. I've had fun and now I'm working on 4 women. 2 8's and 2 9's. 3 of those 4 come from the project I just pulled off. I had a blast just talking to random people and now, I am happier with my network.

But do you get the idea? It seems as if it can only get you so far.

Maximum effort. Minimum results.

Jeez, it's not even all about the statistics. Pick-up seems to be and should be more than just this. The line that I am trying to explain is very vague and hard to explain.

One thing will stand, though. As much as I loved doing Project Recordbreaker, perhaps I will not pull it off so easily again. I don't think I will immerse myself into a frenzy of constant sarging lest good justifications stand.

Charm's right too. I need to work on myself first before my skillset. The basics. My personality, my life, my mind, my friends.

Man, I think I'm starting to get it as I write right now. It's like trying to pick up a pencil. How do you pick one up? You obviously just pick it up with your own nature, with whatever way you usually do. It's a stupid question. But...

WHAT IF someone published a book on picking up a pencil. What if you got into this stuff and you'd have all these techniques just to get a pencil in your hands. You'd do some scissor forms, a hyper dynamic thumb revolution move, a 7 second split middle and index finger function. You'd have all these complicated techniques just to pick up a pencil.

Now doesn't that sound stupid?

You'd read through these techniques and practice them over and over again! Everyone's into it so much and you're all analyzing these techniques. 85 times you practiced those moves, you picked it up sometimes, but you failed too once in a while.

Tell me something. Wasn't that the stupidest thing ever?

Why in the world didn't you just pick it up and started writing?

Remembering Triad, the wise counsel of some of my closest friends here and looking back at what I've experienced, I feel absolutely the same way. I think I overdid it. This 'revolution' in the game, as introduced and reiterated by Troy, does not hold in absolutes, though. There are always things to remember. Get the pencil, hold it tight and write with finesse.

Don't get me wrong. I am in no position to judge how people run their game. Most of you who are reading this are better than me and you know that. If Mystery Method works for you, I have total respect in that. If SS gets the girl for you, then I am happy for you. To each is his own and I am just an 18 year old kid who has never fucked, aspiring to become better in this. I only have my thoughts to share.

I've come to notice that I need to work on my life first. This summer, I plan on doing just that. I want to take up some form of martial arts, I want to write random things, take pictures with my friends and watch a movie with them. I want to feel the very essence of why we live and sarging just has something missing to it. I will still go out, of course, but I'm starting to see the path. A vague path. Slowly but surely.